February 2012
76 posts
dude
you’re the one that fucked me up i swear -__-. why’d you gotta cheat man? that’s what started this big ball of nonsense! i began to think that everything was my fault in every situation that i was in. now i gotta go do a do over and make peace with myself damn it. this whole past year has been a complete and utter mess and it’s time to pack it up. i lost myself in...
i wish i could be an apathetic bitch. if only if only.
KR: i really want to just say that "it's okay, it's fine" but i can't because i know it's not okay and it's not fine at all
Me: it isn't fair is it
KR: it isn't
RAMON
ramon: I only see three things on tumblr; things that are practically porn, depressing posts of someone leaving them or can't find love, and CHEESE FRIES hella cheese fries!
me and zyla: -________________________- of course you would say CHEESE FRIES
productive day
made cake pops that were freakin’ adorable with nicole and unexpectedly going to game night when i thought it was over but it ended up lasting a few more hours due to fugitive and steak and eggs lol. today is a better day :) all smiles.
familiarity
sometimes that’s all you need to make you okay, especially when you feel lost in the present. reassuring you that you can revisit things that use to be there and the places where all those memories were created. knowing that you were completely fine after all of it. though not all the same people are there anymore, but those places still hold it’s significance. i miss my friends....
Rest In Peace Johnny Castiblanco
tesiaatangonan:
October 16, 1992 — February 18, 2012
“Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one.”
– (via tesiaatangonan)
LOL at giving a person up for Lent :P
seriously ates!? hahaha
shut down
that’s all it is. its gonna take some time.
uh okay
i absolutely despise it when people look at me with that “awwwww” stare because i apparently look really sad…this happened all day yesterday and it happened again this morning. like forreal? im completely fine and even if i wasn’t i would get over it and i don’t need people looking at me like im a broken soul or something…like yo that gets me even more depressed...
Nothing excites me anymore :/
hakunamatatababylove:
monaman:
Better Half Of...
“There are better things ahead than any we leave behind.”
– C. S. Lewis (via girlwithoutwings)
life
a short word that basically means everything. live it and love it because you never know when it can be abruptly taken away. they say, “live like there’s no tomorrow”. you know what? they weren’t lying. live to progress and live to improve, live to love and live to learn, as cliche as it sounds. do things that make you happy and realize things that make you sad, and let it...
winterberry
i could still feel the scent of it lingering. this scent will forever help me remember tonight. the two vigils that i went to. for johnny and trevor. rest in peace.
All I need is some comfort
Not the type where you hug me, you cry with me or you lecture me type of comfort, but the one where we have fun and we don’t care for anything in the world type of comfort. Laughing and forgetting, that’s all I need right now.
With what has gone down, with all the bullshit and all. All I needed was a day to laugh, be someone goofy, do something fun as in those dumb adventures that I would never...
